10.28.2009

lessons.

do you ever have one those moments you wish you could do over? or change just one word that was said? i had one of those moments yesterday. and i did not sleep a wink.

hello. my name is nicole and i called someone a jackass yesterday. which if you think about it really made me the jackass. and i do not like being a jackass. i actually hate that word...and the more i think about it, the more i am baffled about where it came from...i didn't even know it was part of my cuss word vocab.

there were 5 reasons why i said it. all valid. but saying it went against every fiber of who i want to be. no matter how much i believe someone is acting out of line or rude or mean or ridiculous or unreasonable or overreactive or condescending or all of those things and more together exploding at once, i want to be the kind of person who is not affected. who graciously allows the other person to live in their own world of being mean.





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